I’ve been away from my baby now for about 10 months now. The only time I had a chance to see her during that time is for a mere 8 days when I traveled last month to
Let me tell you people out there a bit of info about me. Who is Da Fwogg?
Time: Summer of ’99. Hobbies: Slobbering with my guy friends & chit-chat about (excuse the language) chicks, dicks and flicks. Circumstances: Nothing more than a mere 19-year-old guy having fun aimlessly, wasting his life, wasting his time, and wasting his love. Purpose: Well… None.
Now let me take you on a real roller-coaster. Hop along and experience my time machine. Feel the power.
Time: Spring of ’05. Hobbies: Tennis, swimming, volley-ball, reading, writing, traveling, meditating, living. Circumstances: 24-year-old Executive Director at a transport, warehousing and container terminal company, hard working with multiple aims, views and visions towards the future. Purpose: Well… You already know them :)
I still can’t believe all that big transaction, which took place during these last years.
Why? What happened?
A sliding door, a moment of truth, a stolen phone*.
Well, I don’t remember everything by detail, but from time to time I send out a call: today, it was a SMS.
Da Fwogg: “R u at the party yet? I can c u now entering so beautiful & graceful.. Every guy either asking u 2 dance or wishes he gets the courage 2 ask.. I just wish I could b with u, loving u & adoring u with every look every smile, proud of u proud of us proud of our love.. I love u habibi*.. Muah*..”
And I get such a reply.
Da Fwogg’s Baby: “I might sound weird, but no 1 but u is worth it, even when I feel worst towards u.. I love u”
That’s when I remember everything by detail, that’s when I go back and forth in time experiencing every good and bad moment I went trough with her help alone, that’s when I’m in love all over again: Thanks to one glimpse of love such as this.
*Stolen phone: I met her when I was so angry to have been robbed my newly bought phone. I bumped into my friend, whom I haven’t seen for around 2 years and she was there with him. Told him (them) the story and we became acquainted. (Secret confession: I used to watch her from afar and admire her, before that day)
*Habibi: Arabic word that means my love.
*Muah: is our common expression for sending a kiss.
1 comment:
Well Nick, in a way.. yeah I do..
As I said: "with her help alone"
You see, i believe each person is a product of events and the society he lives in, everyone is ready to live a life of virtue or vice.. It's the circumstances and the key people he/she meets that pushes him towards the direction he should take when he reachs the point of decision..
My case was that with the people I met I took the vice road, but when I met her she showed me that it's ok to be good again and lead a life of virtue.. She showed the ways to maintain my self-respect and live my life with no fear.. Fear guided me all troughout my life untill I reached that point, but I never realised that untill I faced the reality and stopped running away from myself.. She provided the confrontation I needed and released me from whatever reasons i was worried about..
I hope I answered your question..
If you need further detail, I can elaborate more later on..
Thanks for your comments..
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