I have nothing to say
I really feel like writing
Still,
I have nothing to say
Just before laying my hands down on the keyboard keys,
All those images were circling my head
So many topics
So many thoughts
Where did everything go suddenly?
I have no idea
My neck hurts
My head hurts
My heart breaks
I’m tired
Sad with no tears
No security, filled with fear
That’s how my life is now-a-days
Empty laughter, passing time
Filling spaces, Meaningless words
Glass… Dirty
Shit… Sewers
Toilet… No seat
Tight walls… Thick glass
Vision… Not clear
See Through… Tainted
Light… Oxygen mask
Life… Alive
Love… Dead
Just hold me
15 comments:
Curious, are you content with your life? You seem to be down all the time, isn't there anything to be joyous about? You are living...
"freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose"
If I were content would I be miserable..
If I had something to be joyous about would I be in slpeen..
One last thing.. I'm alive.. That doesn't mean I'm living..
You live for a purpose.. When u're alive it means that u only exist.. No need for any purpose..
"freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose"
I disagree..
Independance is just another word for nothing left to loose..
Freedom, however, is ultimate dependance.. Freedom, by itself, is a reponsibility, a daily burden to fight for, a purpose to reach every day and preserve for days to come, for people that depend on you and you depend upon, an example to lead by..
You want freedom, then you must be liable to its essence.. You must be worthy.. To fight for it and fight to keep it..
Excuse my language anonymous, but whomever you took this quote from is nothing but an ignorant..
Disclaimer: I'm not the anonymous who provided the quote.
Either way, why aren't you living? And if you're alive, so what is your purpose for living/exsitence?
Do u see the light from afar behind the tainted glass..
It's faint, very faint.. But still it's there and it will always be there..
I keep lying to myself daily looking towards it and telling myself that maybe, just maybe, this light might grow one day, might brighten my life again.. Then, i can search this dark room, where i lay almost blinded, for the key to that door..
Then, I'll rise to my freedom once again..
Until then, I'm only existing here, still in the dark, contemplating that light spot from afar.. Wondering..
Godot might still exist.. Godot might be coming back tomorrow.. I can never tell..
Nobody but Godot can..
Dear da fwogg
Why don't you open the door?
Umm, when do you not speak in parables?
Anonymous-1
"Umm, when do you not speak in parables?"
In real life, u use real words..
Here, it's my imaginary sanctuary.. Paraboles is my wonderland..
"Why don't you open the door?"
Cause I still need to find the key..
To find the key, I need a brighter light..
For that, my sun needs to get back to me..
Well Alice in Paraboles Wonderland, it's your world..."The table was a large one, but the three were all crowded together at one corner of it: `No room! No room!' they cried out when they saw Alice coming. `There's plenty of room!' said Alice indignantly, and she sat down in a large arm-chair at one end of the table."
Life is w/o risks or adventures, so search for the key in the light you have, in finding it, you'll find the brighter light and your sun will return back to you...
Anonymous-1
Greetings DaFwogg! I haven't been by in a while so I must admit I am somewhat confused by the tenor of your most recent posts. Did you break up with your girlfriend or are you just the type of person that is taken with meloncholy mussings from time to time even if things are going well in your life?
I also disagree with your comment about being content and being miserable. I don't think to be content is misery. I believe that contentment is really living in the moment and always being miserable because of what you don't have. It doesn't mean you stop dreaming or bettering yourself but it does mean that you aren't basing your happiness on things that you don't have. Anyway, just my thoughts. Keep your head up and the light is out there but you have to be willing to embrace it.
"Life is w/o risks or adventures"
Sorry to disagree.. But as I see it, life is nothing BUT a big adventure..
A person takes risks every day of his life in the choices he makes..
A simple change of mind can change your world forever..
"search for the key in the light you have, in finding it, you'll find the brighter light and your sun will return back to you"
That I cannot disapprove of..
In other words: "You want something done you'd better do it yourself"
It took me some time to get back into realising that..
However, the task is hard but not impossible..
" Keep your head up and the light is out there but you have to be willing to embrace it."
Thanks for that..
You're right crystal.. And that's exactly what i would do..
I shall start by finding that key.. Open the door.. Then I'll search for my sun..
If one sun turned off doesn't mean that their aren't billions of others in the vast universe waiting to pour their rayons upon different worlds..
I know their would be one who'll brighten my days.. All i have to do is search hard for it and embrace it..
"Life is w/o risks or adventures" I did not mean w/o as in void off, rather living life there is always risks and adventures.
Tasks that are hard are always more appreciated b/c of the time invested into it.
Anonymous-1
"he finally stood on the light side of the door, he locked the key. never to return again.
but one day great pain came over his heart, he became so small that he crawled under the door, and found himself on the dark side.
and there he was now, fear had brought him to his knees.
eventhough he now stood on the dark side, the sweet sense of the light had found a place in his heart. he thought and thought, how he could once again reach the light. but he had become weak and the key to the door was on the other side. he thought he had no chance of crossing the door, ever again. the dark side had given him a sinister feeling of compfort.
but what he did not know was that just as fear made him tiney, his heart and strong will could make him enormeous. this time no key could help, only he himself had the power to break the door, and with that, destroy the barrier between dark and light forever"
-faces behind mirrors-
very interesting that in your last comment you say thet you will find another sun, as there are billions of suns out there...where as before you say u lost the key and need THE sun to find the key. it seams you have given up hope or had a change of heart, i wish you the best in finding the sun you are looking for but it bafles me as to why you would pour out your emotions so openly in this way when the topic seams so sensitive to you.
Empty laughter, passing time this exactly what Im going thru these days. When i read ur poem i realized there is someone speakin my words. However, im not that good with words. I couldnt express it u did. thx
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